Livin' only by Grace

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived;Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all repaired their boats and left. Love wanted to persevere until the last possible moment. When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of silver in my boat. There is no place here for you." Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered. Sadness was close by so Love asked for help, "Sadness, let me go with you." "Oh....Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself." Happiness passed by Love too, but sh...

this week was really... oaaaahh... i'm really down and low... i can't feel God's presence in my life.. it's like.. basta! but then, God didn't let me down... He never abandoned me... He's really faithful to HIs promises... i've been praying for something for these past months.. and right now, i can see a ray of light shining on those trials... God is really great.. it's a good thing i didn't give up.. ang maganda pa dun, ndi pa ko wholeheartedly na nagtitiwala.. and still, He will bless me.. hahaha! God is really great.. He's the hope that i can cling to.. I can endure all my trials through Him who strengthens me.. [philippians 4:13]

hay nako! bakit ba ganto ang buhay...??? nakakaloko lang father ko.. ehehehe.. nways, he's still the best dad though he's not here with us.. kaka-basa ko lang ng e-mail niya kanina.. and the last time he sent a message, he was asking kung nagkikita pa ba kami ni robert... then i said yes, but we are not talking that much... then kanina, after kong mabasa message nia, he said na dapat daw nag-uusap kami kahit papano.. haaaaay... kung alam lang niya.. nways, nagugutom na ko.. but i have to fast.. for certain persons in my life.. basta.. haaaaaaaaaay.. i wanna give up.. sa totoo lang.. minsan i just wanna cry.. i just wanna ask God, bakit po..??? but then, i have to thank Him for these things that's happening to me.. for i know i will reap a reward afterwards.. ang sarap ng feeling kung sasabihin sayo ni LOrd afterwards, "Well done, my good and faithful servant.." dba..??? "My flesh and my heart may fail But God is the strength of my heart and my p...

may concert kanina sa robinson's-dasma.. mini concert from Church of God... may kantahan, mime, and dance.. and may kakatuwang nangyari kanina... hahahahaha!!!! alam ko si Lord na ung kumilos dun e.. i believe so! it's like this... siempre, maraming taga-COG dun... [full support! ehehehe...] tapos nun.. i'm with Christ lang.. [kse, ung mababait kong friends, ininjan ako! joke!] tapos nun, biglang tinuro sa kin ni Christ si robert.. tapos tinignan ko lang.. e pambihira.. i can't help but look at him talaga.. kung san siya nakapwesto.. then i noticed that he's with somebody.. bigla kong na-feel na kasama niya ung girl dun.. [actually, girls pala kase 2 sila...] the good thing was, i didn't feel any jealousy or something.. ang problema nga lang, tinitignan ko siya.. then i saw him looked on our direction din.. tapos nun, feeling ko, alam niyang nakatingin kmi or tumitingin kami dun ni christ.. tapos un rin sabi ni Christ.. wala lang talaga un sa kin.. nakakatuwa...

it never entered my mind that today was the 13th day of september.. yes, i know that it was 13.. but i didn't realized that it was "13"... ehehehe.. well.. 13 is a very special day for me before... it is really a special one.. but God is really... wOw.. mapapangiti ka na lang sa mga surprises Niya a.. just like kanina.. i went to the church 'cause we'll be practicing for our resentation on friday for the youth fellowship and we'll make some IDs for the other youths.. then.. when we were staying outside the church.. sitting on the stairs.. i felt like it will kinda rain.. then i looked up and then to the right side.. then i saw a man.. naglalakad.. nagtetext.. naka-uniform pa ata... [ndi ko siya tinitigan ah!] then tumingin na ko sa mga ka-groupmates ko na katabi ko 'coz we're planning for the design of the t-shirt.. then bigla nilang nakita ung guy na nakita ko.. [ndi na nga ako nagsalita e...] well, si ate gil ok lang na makita niya kase sinabi lan...

well.. andito nanaman ako sa favorite na tinatambayan every tuesday and thursday, lunch break.. ERS.. ehehehe.. and ciempre, i'm with myk.. kami lang naman kase lagi ang nag-iinternet dito.. may free show sa may tapat ng chapel and nandun sila Christ, Meryl at Joy and iba pa naming classmates.. walang magawa ngayong araw na to.. i'm still suffering from body pain.. whew! feeling ko binugbog talaga ako yesterday dahil sa return demo namin sa rescue and transfer.. how i wish nakapag-warm-up ako! ehehehe... nways, we'll be having our practice mamaya s church for the pantomime to be held together with the concert rythm and soul sa robinson's pala-pala on september 18.. it's really great to feel that God is using you mightily.. all you have to do is to have a heart that's willing to serve God and just tell Him what's on your heart.. God is really great.. because for the past week, i thought super baba ng mga grades ko.. wala kase ako sa hulog.. but ...

whew! this day's some kinda... whew! grabe!!!!!!!! sobrang toxic and i was really wasted... grabe! kakapagod mag-return demo sa health care1.. actually, it's really easy.. kaso nga lang, mahirap pala pag ikaw ang favorite i-carry ng classmates mo... tipong, suki ka nila sa buhat!!!!! haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy........ /pif, /pif, /pif... ndi naman halatang i'm really tired and stressed.. more than 15 times akong humiga, binuhat, sinakay sa likod, bunihat sa braso, binalibag, binugbog, sinuntok, inabuso... joke! ndi na kasama ung last 3... and maayos naman nila akong ibinabalik sa dati kong pagkakahiga.. haaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyy.. ang hirap ng in-demand! ehehehe.. [sana ndi na lang ako naging in-demand..] nways, it's really fine.. although i felt tired.. i know i've helped my classmates just for a little while.. and thank God because He gave me the strength i needed.. nakauwi naman ako sa bahay namin ng buhay...ehehehe.. ndi gumegewang...

wala lang.. i just felt like writing something new.. our midterm exam is over.. and wow.. finals na! la lang.. after that, 2nd sem na. then third year na kami! wOw! then fourth year na.. time is really so fast.. i don't know what will happen after ko maka-graduate.. wow.. ano kayang plans ni Lord..? honestly, a lot of things are bothering my mind.. /pif.. i don't know.. seems like i'm feeling something that i don't know what it feels.. ewan! ai nako.. i want to sleep pero tinatamad ako! ehehehe.. i wanna go to some places but i don't know where to? see.. magulo talaga utak ko! maybe i just need to have a break... to unwind..? whew! to pray a lot! and that's it!

Why true love waits Everyone longs to give himself completely to someone-to have a deep soul relationship with another,to be loved thoroughly and exclusively..but God, to Christians, say no,not until you are satisfied and fulfilled and contentedwith living- LOVED by Him alone!--giving yourself totally, unreservedly, to have an intensely, personal and unique realtionship with God alone.. "I LOVE YOU, MY CHILD.."" ... And until you discover that only in ME is your atisfaction to be found, you will not be capable of perfect human relationshipthat I have planned for you... you will never be united with nother until you are united with Me....exclusively of anyone or anything else.. exclusively of any desires of longings... I want you to stop PLANNING.. stop WISHING.. and allow MEto GIVE YOU the most thrilling plan existing..one that you cannot IMAGINE... ""I WANT YOU TO HAVE THE BEST.."" Please allow me to bring it to you... just keep WATCHING ME..expectin...