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hmmmm...
back as in back... heheheheheheh i've just realized something.. hehehehe... hmmmm

back.. im back to school this semester.. and whooaa... i'm still adjusting 'coz i feel like some of my neurons are no longer functioning.. hehehehehe.. joke lang... of course, i just have to ask God to just fill me up once again and fuel me to study for Him...it's so nice to be back and to see my classmates since first year, my classmates when i was 3rd year last year, and my batchmates who are now graduating.. hehe =) i don't know.. i was just shocked sa mga pag-greet nila.. hehehehe... not to boast, i know it's God who did that.. parang i did something in their life kaya ganun na lang... but it's not me... i believe God touched their lives for the time we've been together.. and whoa... .heheheh.. kanina sa cheering competition, and even sa start ng program, i've been with the seniors when i'm a junior.. hehehhe i just felt something na wow.. heheheheh

back..hmmm.. back to the world. i mean, i'm now exposed to the things happening in this world once again.. being with people who are people.. hehehehe... what i mean is, maybe, i'm just confined to the church for like almost a year, and buti na lang, hindi naman ako nacu-culture shock sa mga nangyayari sa paligid.. of course, we are living in a sinful world.. not that im saying that i don't sin at all or i am not a sinner.. i was... but now i'm redeemed.. it's just that sometimes, it's hard for me to just say something.. whew... =) dunno.. heheheh.. i just pray that God will really make may convictions clear and allow me to watch out for little compromise.. just 1 degree... i should be careful of that.. whew... and whoa.. i need strength Lord... not to be passive.. i've got to do something... You sent me there to be Your hand, Your voice.. =) hoooh. .i'm just at Your disposal... i just pray that You use me mightily.. and just have Your way...

back.. at the back of my mind.. hmmm.. there are lots and lots of things.. some questions that i don't know the answer yet.. a lot of whys... =) but then, i know i don't need the answers right now.. just have to obey... and obey an obey... =) hooooooooooooooohhh.

back... back to being busy... back to that 4-hour sleep a day.. hahahah!!! kase kailangang mag-review.. kung hindi, babagsak ka.. hahahahahahha.. i'm glad, God is bigger than anything else in this world!! hooooooooooooooooooooohhh!!!

back.. back to the feeling that i want to love Him.. i just want to love Him... don't get mistaken, not that i don't love Him yesterday of i've backslidden... i just want more.. i don't know.. but there's something here.. heheheh

back... =) hmmmm

just back...

hehehehe...

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