Livin' only by Grace

there are things that you want but you can't have at the moment.. . and all you've got to do is wait. be content with what you have. be still. look up. He's doing something for sure.

.. .thoughts about where to go.. .what to do after the boards.. .came to my mind as I attended the first day of the final coaching at Cathedral of Praise, UN.. . for a while I've been lax.. . =] it seems like, i somehow set aside the "nursing stuff" haha.. . for the past months, it's like i was content with what i'm doing.. .i'm like "content" with what I already have.. . i taught for a while.. . presently running a little business.. .earning a little.. .seems like it's okay already.. . then suddenly it dawned on me that I'm settling already for the second best.. . before this, i just wanted to finish the board exam then do my stuff again.. . second best.. . yeah.. . second best.. .there's nothing wrong with my current situation.. .it's good.. .but His plans are the best.. .THE BEST.. . and sometimes, along our way, we stumble on something and stay there for a little while.. .forgetting what lies ahead.. . but it's your choice.. ...

that's why I need strength.. . and I mean Strength.. . It's great that God didn't give us everything we need.. .so that we'll always draw close to Him.. . He doesn't always grant the things we want.. .so that we have to ask for it.. . I just want to treasure this season right now.. . have to juggle lots of things.. .good thing is that I can always call upon His Name.. . boards.. . family.. . ministry.. . all into His hands.. . and i'll always be secured.. *_*

This is what mind setting can do.. haha! simple but not easy.. .^^, but the results.. .wow... . A pastor shared his experience with his daughter one day when he was about to drive them to school.. . it's Thursday.. .while waiting for her eldest daughter, her younger daughter said, "Aaarrrgggh!" He asked why.. . she said, "It's Thursday".. . "So what's wrong with Thursday?" the father asked.. . "Thursday is a double subject day!" the daughter answered.. . The daughter doesn't like math.. .and every Thursday, it's a "double math day" The father asked the daughter if they could agree with this.. . "Every Thursday, you have to tell yourself: I'm going to learn something new about math today. " And so every Thursday, the daughter exclaims.. . "Aaaarrrrggh.. . . I'm going to learn something new about math today," And the next grading period.. .the highest grade of his daughter is.. .guess what -...

i don't know why but i can't really use multiply ng maayos dito sa bahay.. .grrrrrr! ung multiply icon half lang ung nandito. .tapos everytime i log-in, blank page lang lumalabas.. .i have to refresh and refresh (and refresh.. .and refresh.. .for the nth time) bago mag-aappear ung page. .I can't access the invitations easily.. . waaaaaaaaaaah.. .hoooooooooh.. .don't know why.. . help please.. . HELP!!!

just feel weak... =j till now di pa din ako nakakapag-enrol.. =j

=j after 50 years... was able to blog [again..] hoooh.. not that i'm busy.. [well, kinda] but that's not a reason hehe... * i'm just about to finish my 7 days of make-up duties on friday.. tomorrow's a rest day... ^_^ last day's on friday... whew! kanina pa naman ang hirap bumangon... hehe i was thinking to have my make-up duty re-scheduled.. pero 6th day ko na eh.. hehe.. never give up! whew... * [actually i forgot what i should blog.. hehe tagal kase gumamit ng pc ng kapatid ko...] * one more reason kaya hindi masyadong makagamit ng pc kase my bro's using it.. day and night.. playing perfect world.. siguro kagabi lang ako nagkaron ng chance na makagamit ng pc..hehe and i just played... ^_^ not in a good mood... =) » » » recovering ^_^ nakakahiya man aminin... i'm still on process... being tested... strugglin' within... ^_^ struggling within ... i know what to do.. how to do it.. but i can't.. but i want to do it.. not that i don't want to do ...