Livin' only by Grace

misunderstanding. inevitable. yeah. what else? i don't have anything to say at all. ... and I don't want the world to see me.. . 'cause I don't think that they'd understand.. . when everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am.. .

I need it badly now.. . Hooooh Lord.. . I know this 'stretching' will soon be over.. . and this is training.. . Oh Lord.. .

1 I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help! 2 My help cometh from the LORD, who made heaven and earth. 3 He will not permit thy foot to be moved; He that keepeth thee will not slumber. 4 Behold, He that keepeth Israel shall neither slumber nor sleep. 5 The LORD is thy keeper; the LORD is thy shade upon thy right hand. 6 The sun shall not smite thee by day, nor the moon by night. 7 The LORD shall preserve thee from all evil; He shall preserve thy soul. 8 The LORD shall preserve thy going out and thy coming in from this time forth, and even for evermore. Psalm 21

that's why I need strength.. . and I mean Strength.. . It's great that God didn't give us everything we need.. .so that we'll always draw close to Him.. . He doesn't always grant the things we want.. .so that we have to ask for it.. . I just want to treasure this season right now.. . have to juggle lots of things.. .good thing is that I can always call upon His Name.. . boards.. . family.. . ministry.. . all into His hands.. . and i'll always be secured.. *_*

-repost from Internet Cafe Devotions.. . My son Ingram is 18 months old. Each morning he wakes up and cries out for his momma. I enter his room see him standing in his crib, swaying back and forth. He's so cute. He's just so stinking cute. No matter how cranky or tired I may be, as soon as I see his face, I break into a huge smile. Ingram has bad allergies, so usually in the mornings his little smiling face is just caked in snot. Under his nose, and then wiped all over his face. There's often even some dried snot in his ears and hair. And his diaper is always full so the first thing that greets me, before I see his crusty face, is one of two stenches - or both. On a good day I catch a whiff of it as I walk up the stairs. And he usually chews on his crib rail while he waits so I also get slimed by drool. He's a mess. And oh, do I love that boy. My heart dances at the sight of his nasty little self. Covered in uck , I sing good morning to him, kiss him, and take him downs...

1 I will love Thee, O LORD, my strength. 2 The LORD is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer; my God, my strength, in whom I will trust; my buckler, and the horn of my salvation, and my high tower. 3 I will call upon the LORD, who is worthy to be praised; so shall I be saved from mine enemies. 4 The sorrows of death encompassed me, and the floods of ungodly men made me afraid. 5 The sorrows of hell compassed me about; the snares of death lay before me. 6 In my distress I called upon the LORD and cried unto my God; He heard my voice out of His temple, and my cry came before Him, even unto His ears. 7 Then the earth shook and trembled; the foundations also of the hills moved and were shaken, because He was wroth. 8 There went up smoke out of His nostrils, and a devouring fire out of His mouth; coals were kindled by it. 9 He bowed the heavens also and came down; and darkness was under His feet. 10 And He rode upon a ch...

.. . .. . . it's getting bigger.. . .. . .. . .lives of many.. . .. .there is a destiny to fulfill.. . . What He promised.. . He will do.. . .. . . you maybe God's answer to someone's prayer.. . -10, 000BC Vous parlez vraiment le Seigneur. Parlez juste, Votre domestique écoute. Je ne peux pas juste m'empêcher l'éventaire dans la crainte révérencielle d'entre Vous. Je ne suis rien vraiment. Mais Vous vous êtes fiés à moi .. .You m'a appelé. et il viendra pour passer. hooooh Je veux juste étreindre mon appel. Je peux être la réponse à la prière d'une autre personne. Le seigneur, est maintenant mon temps ?

Why is making a difference hard.. .? Why is it that only few people follow that road.. .? Been in that position before.. . wherein your heart seeks nothing but making a difference to please your Creator.. . but time will come when you'll realize that it's not really about change .. .it's not really about making a difference .. . it's not really about doing what's right .. . it's all about LOVE .. . the love that overflows from you coming from the Greatest Lover Himself - Jesus Christ.. . realizing that you don't have to do anything to please Him.. .because He is already pleased with you just by looking at you.. .everything that you would do now would be because you have experienced the love coming from Him.. . every decision that you'll make.. .every principle that you'll stand for.. .every battle that you'll fight.. .everything.. .you'll do everything because of love.. . but it's hard.. .it's hard to be strong.. .it's hard to rea...

Barren not producing or incapable of producing offspring unproductive; unfruitful without capacity to interest or attract mentally unproductive; dull; stupid not producing results; fruitless destitute; bereft; lacking barren.. . barren.. .barren.. . in the world.. .being barren is not good.. .but in His perspective.. . it's fruitful.. . What we call barren, He calls fruitful - Deep unto Deep just remembered this line from a book that I've read (and haven't finished reading yet).. . just felt so barren.. .so dry.. . and thanks for the reminder Dad! indeed.. .when things around me are not sooo good.. .all I have to do is to look to You.. .

all you need is Grace.. . you have to learn how to survive only by His Grace.. . **, -teary-eyed-

I love You Oh Lord my strength hooh.. .i'm still sleepy.. . I wasn't able to sleep in the bus.. . di talaga ko sanay.. . woke up late.. .hoooooooooh.. .thank God for the peace... dati kase sobrang nangangarag ako kase ayokong ma-late.. .I arrived here at 7:01 am.. .and whew.. .my student doesn't want to have a class so I was able to rest and have my breakfast.. .^^, hoooh.. . thank God for the strength.. . i just chose to thank Him for eveyrthing that's happening.. .instead of voicing out that i'm a bit tired.. . Thank You Lord for today.. .I was able to see this day with so much strength coming from YOu.. .by Your Grace.. . Thank You for the ministry.. .for allowing me to be responsible.. . Thank You for the strength to do what You want me to do.. . Even if I'm tired, thank You for the strength to face another day.. . Thank You for the bus this morning.. .I was able to see ate gil and her mom, and Timmy... .indeed all things are working together for good.. . Th...

Changed my blogger template haha.. .just wanted to have a new look.. .it's simple.. .but i liked it because of the butterfly.. . [even though it's not blue.. .=j] haha.. . Well, actually, I wanted to give myself some pieces of advice again.. .**, don't know why.. .haha but I need some encouragement.. .^^, Mhe.. . * Be STILL and know that HE IS GOD.. . * Be STILL and know that HE IS GOD.. . * Be STILL and know that HE IS GOD.. . * Everything is under His control.. . * THIS is important.. . so don't quit * If you're not here to win.. .then why are you here? *tears* [I can still remember how Ptr. Anthony said that line.. .] * All things work together for good.. . * He is minding you.. . Jesus cares.. . *sweet* * Don't listen to pampam.. .he's just jealous.. ;p * Walk the path towards victory.. . *tap.. . And it's gonna be alright 'coz You are in my life You have showed me the way All of my troubles All of my life I give to YOU my KING!