Livin' only by Grace

... i'll be in manila... for the NLE review... i'm leavin' on monday after going to school.. maglilipat-bahay na ko.. huhu! probably in the afternoon... so hannah, if you want to visit me, hehehehe ^_^ do so... ... i'm gonna review... hooooooooh! [discipline Lord!!! waaaaaah!] ... i'll be independent! yeah! hehehehe... when i was in high school, i've always been dreaming of leaving our house and have a dorm instead.. hehehehehe... just wanted to be independent... and wah! dream come true!!! hehehehe... and ang kulit lang.. kasi beforehand, haha! gusto pa kong samahan sa dorm ng mama ko! ayos ba yun?! di ko alam kung matutuwa ba ko or maiinis.. hehe i'm turning 21 [ouch!] this coming june and waaaaaaahhh... ganun pa din.. hehehehe pero katuwa lang, kanina kase okay na.. thank God for providing a room for me sa dorm na un!! waaaaaaaaaaah! yun na yung pinaka-okay and reasonable price among the dormitories there!!! waaaaaaaaaah!!! heheheh if you want to visit me...

hehehe.. katatapos lang ng clinical grad.. and the academic graduation will be on april 30.. hooh.. daming iniisip.. tapos start na ng review tomorrow.. Oh Lord.... hanap pa ng dorm.. waaah... please fix my mind... daming anxieties....hoooh.. family thingy.. and all.. Lord!!!! hoooooooooooh... .... ... . . . . ..... ....

. . . the friend of the bridegroom . . . —John 3:29 Goodness and purity should never be traits that draw attention to themselves, but should simply be magnets that draw people to Jesus Christ. If my holiness is not drawing others to Him, it is not the right kind of holiness; it is only an influence which awakens undue emotions and evil desires in people and diverts them from heading in the right direction. A person who is a beautiful saint can be a hindrance in leading people to the Lord by presenting only what Christ has done for him, instead of presenting Jesus Christ Himself. Others will be left with this thought— "What a fine person that man is!" That is not being a true "friend of the bridegroom"— I am increasing all the time; He is not. To maintain this friendship and faithfulness to the Bridegroom, we have to be more careful to have the moral and vital relationship to Him above everything else, including obedience. Sometimes there is nothing to obey and our...

it's graduation time... whew. kahit clinical pa lang.. hehe kanina nga parang wala pa kong gana.. i can't feel it.. parang ganun.. hehe parang di masyado ngarag... [well, dapat ba nangangarag sa grad?] hehehe niisip ko lang baka may ma-miss akong something? hehe kase parang i'm not that busy.. yun nga lang, it's like whoa... after tomorrow, review na .. whew!!! hoooooooooooooooooooh! be staying out there whew... hehehe parang di pa conditioned yung mind ko.. even sa boards... whew... just don't know... Oh Lord.. just help me minsan kabado ko... minsan parang tinatamad... minsan waaaaah... God... just help me make it... hoooh in simple ways i want to make my parents proud it's like that's the only thing i can give they've been expecting something but hoooh.. just have Your way.. sometimes i'm losing hope already.. but i believe You're just right there and You will fulfill Your purpose in my life.. hooh Lord... hehe kabado sa board... hooooh (-_-) ...

hehe just watched this movie starring nicolas cage... whew!!! it's like paycheck.. but i like the scenes here... but i like it better with paycheck.. hehehehe it's really great.. it will really make you waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! ^_^ hehehe... kanina favorite ko na siya.. pero parang mas magaganda yung picture sa paycheck.. hehe mas high tech kasi.. but this one's great though ^_^ you better watch it.. sana may part 2!!!! hehehehe after this, watched the wicker man naman.. huhuhuhu... it's yeah.. crappy... i already figured out that he's gonna be sacrificed.. hmmm yeah.. though for some it might be puzzling.. well, it's thrilling... hehehe but yun nga , predictable.. ^_^

He must increase, but I must decrease —John 3:30 If you become a necessity to someone else’s life, you are out of God’s will. As a servant, your primary responsibility is to be a "friend of the bridegroom" ( John 3:29 ). When you see a person who is close to grasping the claims of Jesus Christ, you know that your influence has been used in the right direction. And when you begin to see that person in the middle of a difficult and painful struggle, don’t try to prevent it, but pray that his difficulty will grow even ten times stronger, until no power on earth or in hell could hold him away from Jesus Christ. Over and over again, we try to be amateur providences in someone’s life. We are indeed amateurs, coming in and actually preventing God’s will and saying, "This person should not have to experience this difficulty." Instead of being friends of the Bridegroom, our sympathy gets in the way. One day that person will say to us, "You are a thief; you stole my de...

hahahahahaha ^_^ kulit ni marcus kagabi.. i was sitting sa likod nila.. hehe ang kulit.. ngiti ng ngiti sa kin.. hehe nagpapacute ata.. =p napa-headturn pa nga siya hehe.. tapos during the service na buhat siya ng daddy niya, nakatingin sa kin.. ngitian kami ng ngitian.. hehe tapos ginagaya niya yung pag nilalakihan ko yung mata ko.. hehe ^_^ tapos gusto niya din gayahin ko siya pag nag-grin siya! haha tapos nagsstretch ng mouth na nakanganga... hahahaha.. tapos parang kinikilig.. hehe kulit ^_^ tapos hahaha! wala lang.. ^_^ hehe he has this "the look" na pa-cute.. haha

waaaaaaaaaaaah! watched this movie kagabi hehe.. mag-isa.. and it was great!!! sobra! very inspiring for leaders... great love story... thrilling... hindi siya ganun nakakabitin.. hindi din ganun na sobrang suspense yung labanan! hahahaha! tama lang.. and it was really great! sobra! whew! di ko lang masyadong nakuha yung line.. about creating a circle. but it's somehow like this.. "some people creat a small circle... etc.. some a bigger one... etc.. some have a greater destiny and creates a larger circle.. including many people... " something like that! hooH! these lines struck me *_* wanna watch it again!!! hehehe sayang nga kagabi, paglabas ko ng cinema, saw darryl and maray! hahaha papanoorin din nila un! hehe niyaya nga ulit ako ni darryl, ttreat nia daw.. hehehe kaso sabi ko, gagabihin na ko talaga!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!! wanna watch it again!!! ^_^

Do you also want to go away? —John 6:67 What a penetrating question! Our Lord’s words often hit home for us when He speaks in the simplest way. In spite of the fact that we know who Jesus is, He asks, "Do you also want to go away?" We must continually maintain an adventurous attitude toward Him, despite any potential personal risk. "From that time many of His disciples went back and walked with Him no more" ( John 6:66 ). They turned back from walking with Jesus; not into sin, but away from Him. Many people today are pouring their lives out and working for Jesus Christ, but are not really walking with Him. One thing God constantly requires of us is a oneness with Jesus Christ. After being set apart through sanctification, we should discipline our lives spiritually to maintain this intimate oneness. When God gives you a clear determination of His will for you, all your striving to maintain that relationship by some particular method is completely unnecessary. All th...

-casting crowns If You ask me to leap Out of my boat on the crashing waves If You ask me to go Preach to a lost world that Jesus saves I'll go, but I cannot go alone Cause I know I'm nothing on my own But the power of Christ in me makes me strong Makes me strong Cause when I'm weak, You make me strong When I'm blind, You shine Your light on me Cause I'll never get by living on my own ability How refreshing to know You don't need me How amazing to find that You want me So I'll stand on Your truth, and I'll fight with Your strength Until you being the victory, by the power of Christ in me If You ask me to run And carry Your light into foreign land If You ask me to fight Deliver Your people from satan's hand To reach out with Your hands To learn through Your eyes To love with the love of a Savior To feel with your Your heart And to think with Your mind I'd give my last breath for Your glory T_T *** if you want to listen to this one, list...

hehe.. i'm just gonna try this one.. random thoughts.. heheheheeh ^_^ matagal ko na din tong gustong gawin ^_^ happiness is... - hearing my mom asking "silly questions" haha... then we'll answer "hindi nga ganun!" hehe pag ganun kase i know she's okay... - when she's buying me stuffs na blue... any stuff... and i'm accepting it kase i know she knows that i appreciate it ^_^ - realizing that i have few close friends... and i know they're just there... - spending time with the Dela Cruzes ^_^... [i miss you guys] - when i'm with my second family [Dela Cruz].. eating out... starbucks! - when i'm being treated in starbucks by some generous people... - being treated by a friend ^_^ - being treated in McDo - eating cheeseburger once a week... or once a day! ^_^ =p [especially pag may seminar ng saturday and sunday] - eating rocky road sundae once in a while... ^_^ - texting back a friendly quote from hannah... and when she's texting bac...

coda ata to? we're shouting, dancing, jumping, singing, spinning.. there's freedom.. chorus? because of You i can dance because of You i lift my hands because of You i can sing.. i am free... please let me know!!! or penge ako! hehe ^_^

hehehehehe! in three days tapos ko na ^_^ weeeeeeeeeeeeeeh! hehe adik! ^_^ master chocolatier... and akin na din yung company ng Baumeister ^_^ hehehehe sana ganun ako kayaman Lord! hoooh! hehe ^_^

. . . so that I may finish my race with joy, and the ministry which I received from the Lord Jesus . . . —Acts 20:24 Joy comes from seeing the complete fulfillment of the specific purpose for which I was created and born again, not from successfully doing something of my own choosing. The joy our Lord experienced came from doing what the Father sent Him to do. And He says to us, "As the Father has sent Me, I also send you" ( John 20:21 ). Have you received a ministry from the Lord? If so, you must be faithful to it— to consider your life valuable only for the purpose of fulfilling that ministry. Knowing that you have done what Jesus sent you to do, think how satisfying it will be to hear Him say to you, "Well done, good and faithful servant" ( Matthew 25:21 ). We each have to find a niche in life, and spiritually we find it when we receive a ministry from the Lord. To do this we must have close fellowship with Jesus and must know Him as more than our personal Sav...

Feed My sheep —John 21:17 This is love in the making. The love of God is not created— it is His nature. When we receive the life of Christ through the Holy Spirit, He unites us with God so that His love is demonstrated in us. The goal of the indwelling Holy Spirit is not just to unite us with God, but to do it in such a way that we will be one with the Father in exactly the same way Jesus was. And what kind of oneness did Jesus Christ have with the Father? He had such a oneness with the Father that He was obedient when His Father sent Him down here to be poured out for us. And He says to us, "As the Father has sent Me, I also send you" ( John 20:21 ). Peter now realizes that he does love Him, due to the revelation that came with the Lord’s piercing question. The Lord’s next point is— "Pour yourself out. Don’t testify about how much you love Me and don’t talk about the wonderful revelation you have had, just ’Feed My sheep.’ " Jesus has some extraordinarily peculia...

hoooh! nahihirapan na ko maghanap ng fone! waaaaaaaaaaah! hehe it's hard to find a phone that has a reasonable price tapos yung gusto ko nandun na rin.. whew.. but thank God, finally my choices went down to 3... hehe 2 LG fones and one HTC.. whew.. ^_^ hooh Lord.. Ikaw na bahala kung ano'ng fone gusto Mong ibigay sa kin... hay ^_^ yoko kase ng masyadong maraming ek ek... di ko naman kailangan ^_^ Ikaw na po bahala ^_^ whew!

for you to impact the world.. -Dr. Myles Munroe tita and i and tita lani attended the service last night at Alabang New Life.. and it's wow... [not the church] but the presence of the Holy Spirit... i've learned na katatapos lang nila magprayer and fasting... hehe di na ko magtataka na ganun ka-grabe yung presence ni Lord! i'm blessed with the praise and worship.. it's like whoa... and also the congregation! grabe!!! iba pag filled ng presence ni Lord yung lugar... you see people dancing and dancing... even the not so young ones! hoooh! [how i dream na ganun lagi pag nagppraise kay Lord!] and wait! there's more!!!! God really filled the sanctuary with people... pero sobrang grabe Siya mag-fill ng heart!!! hoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! if you're just there, whoa... it's like whoa!!! hoooooooooooooh! well actually, madami akong gustong i-share... hehe ^_^ kaya lang, may usapan kasi kami ni Lord ^_^ hehehehehehehehe there's a time for everything ^_^ there...