haha! at last! i got the chance to post something here... hmmmm... hehehehehe.... t0 start with... at last! i already know what's goin' on... hehe... i'm already sure [a bit] with what God has been doing lately.. =) why i've been experiencing those stuffs.. why i'm feeling that way.. etc etc... =) we, as children of God, biologically, we undergo stages from birth to infancy to adolescence etc... we grow physically.. we come to a point wherein we become mature individuals... so it is with our spiritual lives... we also mature... and that process/procedure is hard to understand pala ... it's not easy to realize that you are in the process towards maturity... well, lately... hmmmm.... i've learned that all those stuffs i've been experiencing is because i'm in the process of maturity.. [not to boast or something... it's the truth that's happening to me...] =) i can say that ganito pala ang feeling... hehehehe... whew! and i can't believe th...