Livin' only by Grace

. . . .. i think i'm out of words to say.. or words can't express what i want to say... Hold on just keep on holding on it may not be for long just keep on holding on with Me

hai.... sa mga nakakaintindi... hai nako... heheheheheh... hai.. bubugbugin ako ng mga tao... hehehehehhe...

When passion takes on a purpose And searching ones embrace the light When skeptics find themselves down on their knees You'll know it's here When you hear a sound as loud as thunder And you hear a cry that shakes the ground beneath you When you hear a shout that shatters the darkness You'll know it's here When the lost find a name worth believing in And the fallen get back onto their feet And the broken start to dream again And the sound of hope fills these streets You'll know it's here Revolution Can you feel it Revolution cry Revolution Can you hear it Revolution cry And I believe it And I believe it How long do we have to wait And how long will we stay silent When will this weeping generation dance again Oh God when will The truth be restored When the lost find a name worth believing in And the fallen get back onto their feet And the broken start to dream again And the sound of hope fills these streets You'll know it's here Feel it rising up The cr...

i was really interested in studying the life of Paul.. whew... for me it's really cool.. well, it's not cool to be persecuted, stoned to death, and all.. but this man endured it all!!! whow... and i was amazed at how God just used him mightily.. whew... pambihira!!!! this morning, upon meditating on the word of GOd.. grabe!!! i just felt Paul's fire... to just go to the ends of the earth and chase GOd.. spread the word even though there's an expected persecution.. alam mo ung taong parang walang ibang gustong gawin kundi mag-share lang ng Good news... pambihira...! willing to accept all the pain, etc... stoned to death pero tatayo pa rin... whew.. grabe!!! no man can share the Gospel that boldly... unless he is empowered by the Holy Spirit... no man can endure all the sufferings, persecutions, and all.. unless he realized that GOd is burning because of His love for him... no man can share God's goodness... unless his wisdom is from God.. no man can embrace all the ...

Waiting period is God's way of testing our absolute dependence on Him! God doesn't change His mind, we do! So don't get tired of waiting.. for God will give it to You!!! hmmmm... when i had my interview at HSBC.. whew!! from 9am-6pm, 75% of my time was spent with waiting.. whew!!! if i were to sum up the time i've spent with the interview, exam, then interview.. it took me about 3 hours to finish those!! whew!!! it was really very dragging to wait.. hehehehe.. but i know that in those times of waiting, God is teaching me something.. but i haven't figured it out until early this morning..! haha!!! i know that in waiting, one of the things that's tested is your patience.. haha!!! and whew!! but i'm searching for a more deeper answer/ reason... i'm also aware that it is a stage wherein you can do your things in preparation for the future.. you should redeem your time!! hahaha!! and just early this morning, this quote was just impressed in my heart! haha!!!...

hehehe... -sigh- i'm about to go to alabang tomorrow.. for an interview... hehe.. im about to work at a call center... haha! and LOrd.. whew!!! if it's really You're will, then i know that you'll arrange my shift.. etc.. You'll speak for me... whew... may JREV pa tomorrow.. so how am i suppose to go there..!? whew LOrd! if it's Your will for me to pass.. then i will pass... -sigh-

there are days, when i feel the best of me, is ready to begin then there's days, when i feel i'm letting go, and soaring on the wind cause i've learned in laughter and in pain how to survive chorus: i get on my knees i get on my knees there i am before the love that changes me see i don't know how but there's power when i'm on my knees i can be, in a crowd or by myself, almost anywhere when i feel, there's a need to talk with God, he is Emmanuel when i close my eyes no darkness there there's only light repeat chorus ending i don't know how but there's power in the blue skies in the midnight where i'm on my knees

By bob Jones The Lord took me to a place and I saw the great prophets of the Bible. I saw Elijah, Elisha, I saw all the prophets of the Old Testament. I was the apostle John, the martyrs. And they’d all been told by the Lord to stick their hands into the sand of time. As I watch them, they would pick up a shoebox. One of them was the Apostle Paul. And he brought the shoebox up and he said, “It’s my time.” The apostle Paul believed that what was going to happen now! was going to happen in his time. And he opened the shoebox, and it was empty. And so another prophet came behind him. And the Lord said, “Stick your hand into the sand of time.” Every prophet they all believed it was going to take place in their time and it did to a measure because all the wisdom that is down here now comes through these men and each one added something to the sands of time. It came my time and He said, put your hands in the sands of time and pull up the shoebox. And I said, “Why Lord? E...

Scattered words and empty thoughts Seem to pour from my heart I've never felt so torn before Seems i dont know where to start But its now i feel your grace fall like rain From every fingertip washing away my pain I still believe in your faithfulness I still believe in your truth I still believe in your holy word Even when I dont see I still believe Though the questions still fog up my mind With promises i still seem to bear Even when answers slowly unwind It's my heart I see you prepare But its now that I feel your grace fall like rain From every fingertip washing away my pain The only place I can go is into your arms Where I throw to you my feeble prayers in brokeness I can see that this is your will for me Help me to know you are near

haaaii.... sa wakas na-open ko rin tong blog ko! nyahahahahahaha... hmmmm... for the past days kase na gusto kong mag-post, laging topak ang pc... nways... yan tuloy.. late ang mga posts... heheheh.... hmmmm... ano nga bang ippost ko....!? can't think of any... as of the moment.. haaaaaaaay....

The journey of the heart does not ever reach an ending point. For all of eternity it continues as love increases and unfolds. We move through the phases and seasons of God's embrace, the dance of intimacy, until we finally see His face. And then for all the ages to come, love will unfold and unfold in the abundance of its full content... This place of mature love is also the point of no return. When we are gripped and possessed by love's passion, we have crossed over into the place where we could never again return to what previously gave us pleasure outside of Him... -from the writings to the bridal generation hmmm... these are some of my favorite lines.. hehehehe... it really feels great to be in love... with your Creator... when you are consumed by love's fire, you can never really return to who you were before... because all you'll desire is to be more intimate with your Creator... to be more and more consumed by His love.. to pursue purity, righteousness, and holin...

find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him. who wills tay awake just to watch you sleep. wait for the guy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.. who holds your hand in front of his friends..wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you... wait for hte one who turns to his friends and says, "... that's her..." hehe.. just received this from a classmate.. hehehe... but i say... i'd rather find a guy who would draw me closer to God... i'd rather find a guy who cares about his integrity... i'd rather find a guy who's radically in love with Jesus Christ... i'd rather fiind a guy who's willing to die for the cause... i'd rather find a guy who would be willing to obey God inspite and despite of every circumstances! for i know that whomever that person is, he would truly love me and...

an excerpt from my other blog at multiply.com since i can't open the page of my blog at blogspot.. [kase ba naman na-block dito sa computer na to!!! grrr!!!] hmmmm... dito ko na lang ippost ang mga ippost ko... and ano nga ba yon..?!?! heheheheeh.. i already forgot it.. hmmmm... alot of things are going on in my mind.. and i'm confident to say that i'm not afraid to take the next step.. it's not wrong to give your all to your Creator.. even if it means death...even if it entails sacrifice... who cares!! my Creator died and gave His all for me..i might as well give my all to GOd.. oh... upon typing this.. i want to cry.. just want to cry... i'll fall into Your heart_i'll fall into Your arms_Your fragrance leaves me marked_daydreaming of Your touch.. now, i've truly stepped out of the line... embraced being uncommon man.. i'm living for a higher purpose.. willing to forego the legitimate pleasures of this world to know the higher purposed God has for me..i...

08.11.2005 1129pm Amidst the anxieties that I have I want to see Your hand I want to seek Your face And I will be alright In the middle of my confusion I want to hear Your voice Pushing me, cheering me And I will be alright Despite of the ever changing circumstances I want to feel Your embrace Hugging me tight through the darkest night And I will be alright Allow me to walk in Your ways Spare me from fleeing from Your will Grant me Your grace to fulfill Your plans And i will be alright

Martha believed in the power available to Jesus Christ; she believed that if He had been there He could have healed her brother; she also believed that Jesus had a special intimacy with God, and that whatever He asked of God, God would do. But— she needed a closer personal intimacy with Jesus. Martha’s theology had its fulfillment in the future. But Jesus continued to attract and draw her in until her belief became an intimate possession. It then slowly emerged into a personal inheritance— "Yes, Lord, I believe that You are the Christ . . ." ( John 11:27 ). Is the Lord dealing with you in the same way? Is Jesus teaching you to have a personal intimacy with Himself? Allow Him to drive His question home to you— "Do you believe this?" Are you facing an area of doubt in your life? Have you come, like Martha, to a crossroads of overwhelming circumstances where your theology is about to become a very personal belief? This happens only when a personal problem brings the a...

i just can't post it... sana pwedeng video na lang to para makita kung gano ko gustong umiyak.... ... .. ... .. ... .. .. ... .. ... ... how radical can you go..?! may basehan ba ang level na dapat ganun ka lang ka-radical kay LOrd...?! .... .. ... ... ... ..