Livin' only by Grace

-sigh-... sa wakas tapos na rin ang isang subject for summer... tapos na rin ang nutrition and diet therapy class.. -sigh- sana lang pasado ko sa exam kanina... ewan ko ba kung anong problema ko at wala ata ako sa hulog...-sigh-... as in wala ako sa hulog mag-exam.. tama ba daw un...??!?!?! Lord.. ano bang nangyayari sa kin...!?!?! *********************** for the past days, ndi ko alam kung bakit ganto ang nararamdaman ko... ung tipong ang bigat na medyo ndi mo alam kung bakit parang ndi masaya na ewan...?!?!?! ung tipong there's something but you can't figure it out...?!?!?! am i sinning?! or have i done something bad...?!?!?! i feel weak... parang laging wala sa mood.. tipong wala lang... and i don't want to feel this way.. ung tipong laging parang walang laman ang utak ko na tipong parang hangin lang ang laman... tapos parang tinatamad pa...?!??! i hate it!!! as in! I HATE IT! ndi ko alam kung galit ba ko o kung ano man.. kung galit man ako, kanino..?!?! [and in the fir...

hay nako.. ilang araw ko nang hindi nakikita ang itsura ng blog ko... pano ba naman.. ang topak ng pc dito.. lagi na lang adultfilter has blocked access to this site . ai nako... nways, ok naman pala ang mga ka-group ko na mga new classmates namin... ung half, ok.. mababait, tahimik.. ung other half, extreme nung kabilang half.. eheheheh... and kanina, we prepared a diet for renal patients.... renal-safe macaroni and cheese and speedy chicken stir-fry... ehehehhe.. and masarap siya!!! haha!!! kahit na low sodium un... hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..... ****************** meron na kong sure na 100Php for the worship camp! yey!!!! hahahah!!! ang galing kase ni Lord e... ehehhehehe...may tinouch Siya.. and haha!!! pero sana talaga makasama rin ako...

so, kumusta na ba ko ngayon....?!?!?! ehehehe.. after one week of schooling... hmmm... i'm fine... haha! sa buong linggong to, grabe!!! ehehehehe.... ang kulit ni Lord.. akala ko nga medyo magiging cold ako kase everytime na busy ako sa school, nagiging ganun lagi.. nawawalan ng time sa pagdedevotion... Bible reading.. but this week's different!! -wow- praise God kase even though ndi ako nakakapunta ng church ng weekdays, i really felt God's presence and comforst the entire week!!! feeling ko ang lapit-lapit ko kay Lord and sobrang nag-uusap lang kami face to face [haha!] pero ciempre, ndi audible voice.. through the Bible lang.. pero kakaiba talaga!!! God took me to another level of relationship with Him!!! and i'm glad!!! sobrang 1 week na naging sequel ang devotions ko! ehehehe... ang kulit nga e.. talagang grabe!!! as in grabe lang talaga si Lord!!!.... and ang dini-deal Niya, it's root is about faith - trusting Him, praising Him, and enduring the things that ar...

ai nako... bakit kaya may mga taong pasaway dito sa mundo.. ung mga tipong wala ka namang ginagawang masama sa kanila pero pinagtri-tripan ka pa rin...? alam mo ung tipong pagod ka na, tapos maraming iniisip, tapos pagtri2pan ka pa...? ndi ako pikon.. at lalong hindi ako marunong maasar o mainis... pero sobra na ung taong un e!!!! SOBRA NA SIYA!!! hmmm.... actually, gusto ko nang mainis sa taong to dati pa! ehehehehe... [pero ndi ko talaga kaya e... good gurl ako! ehehehehe] sino ba naman kaseng tao ang sobrang grrr... at mamimili sa dalawang babae diba...?!?!??!! [yes, he's a guy!] pero thankful ako dahil ndi ako ang niligawan nia.. and i thank God kase ndi talaga!!!! pero ang point ko, sino siya para mamili sa mga gurls... [kahit na ndi man ako ung isa dun, ganto pa rin maiisip ko..] lam mo ung feeling ko he's looking at gurls as objects... na ndi naman dapat!!! nakakainis ang mga ganung lalake!!! ano bang ginaaw nitong taong to sa kin kanina..!?!??!?! hmmmm.. ganto kase un, ...

ai nako! first day of classes pa lang for summer class tapos may reporting na agad sa wednesday diba...? e ano pa nga ba ang magagawa ko...?!? midterms na namin sa friday... haaaaaaaaaaaaaaay... grabe... at finals na next week... -sigh-... sobrang rush nga ang mga lessons... tipong ung 7pages na photocopy in a snap lang na-discuss.. as in very brief.. kaya ciempre mag-aaral pa ko! [kase everyday is a quiz day!!!] tapos ndi ko pa mahanap ung digestion, absorption at metabolism ng pantothenic acid!!!! grrrrrrrrr!!! kanina pa ko dito e.. eheheheh... ********************************* sana makasama ko ng uth camp... -sigh-.. kase kung ndi, baka s worship camp na lang ako sumama... =c... feeling ko kase finals namin un e.. eheheheh.. pero ciempre, God will make a way!!

hmmm... i'll try to interpret kung ano bang ibig sabihin niyan.. pero simply put, nagpa-screen ako ng Hepa-B kase kailangan for incoming third year students.. eheheheh.. ang HB baka hepatitis b [kase kung Hb hemoglobin un...] tapos ung S baka screening.. tapos ung Ag antigen..ehehehe nways, ayun... so, after a very long time, naturukan ulit ako ng injection.. eheheheh... kase bata pa ko nung last e.. sa bakuna ata.. tapos never pa kong na-confine sa hospital kaya kanina lang ulit talaga.. eheheheh... and as of the moment, ndi ko pa rin tinatanggal ung cotton na may sytropore tape sa left ante-cubital [tama ba?] part ng arm ko.. ehehehhe.. masakit pala magpa-injection.. nung bata kase ko, ang alam ko ndi ako umiiyak pag iniinjection-an... ang tapang ko pa nga e... ehehehehe.. tpos un.. kanina, sumakit nung ininject saka nung hinugot na.. ehehehehe.. and i've realized na ndi naman pala ganun ka-putla ang dugo ko... ehehehee.. and ngayon ko kukunin ang result.. haha!

whew... after 50 years, i was given a chance to visit my birthplace.. andito po ako ngayon sa Guadalupe Nuevo Makati City.. i grew up here.. then 1997 we transferred to cavite... hmmm.. ganun pa rin... dumami na nga lang ang flyovers kaya nakakalito na kung san daan pag private ung vehicle na gamit.. haha! oh, guadalupe... ehehehe.. nung bata pa ko, i never thought na ndi ako dito magsspend ng teenager years ko. haha! actually, wala pa naman talaga akong plano non sa buhay... ehehehe... my life is really calm.. quiet.. and i know nothing... i thought that im doin' fine 'cause my relatives are just near our house... but things do change... God has a great plan.. He sometimes takes us away from our quiet life because He's preparing something for us... and im really thankful that GOd planned this event in my life... haha!!! i was thinking, pano kung dito ako lumaki...? will i get to know God...? and i don't know the answer... ehehehe... now i do understand why God brought...

repost from ate weng, from ate gil.. LIFE WITH JESUS When i say... "I am a christian" I'm not shouting "i'm clean living." I'm whispering "i was lost," Now i'm found and forgiven. When i say... "I am a Christian" I don't speak of this with pride I'm confessing that i stumble and need CHRIST to be my guide. When i say... "I am a Christian" I'm not trying to be strong I'm professing that I'm weak and need HIS strength to carry on When i say... "I am a Christian" I'm not bragging of success I'm admitting i have failed and need GOd to clen my mess. When i say "I am a Christian" I'm not claiming to be perfect, My flaws are far too visible but, God believes I am worth it. When i say "I am a Christian" I still feel the sting of pain, i have my share of heartaches So i call upon HIS name. When i say... "I am a Christian" I'm not holier than thou, I'm...