Livin' only by Grace

if you happen to find these people... please tell them i miss 'em... *_* love you guys...

last 2 weeks..i lost the songs in my docs... my brother reformatted the pc.. [for the nth time...] only to find out that "my music" was lost.. and just right now... hoooh... wala din yung pics ng 25k friends ko... (T_T) so sad............................. miss them badly

was able to view this post from someone in multiply.. Link: http://diegopineda.multiply.com/journal/item/8/Why_Live_in_Philippines... hmmm maya na ko magrereact.. gtg.. this is the post.. ***** This was send to me today and I find it funny. I dont know who wrote it but anyway who cares? Why live in the Pinas The only place on earth where... Every street has a basketball court. Even doctors, lawyers and engineers are unemployed. Doctors study to become nurses for employment abroad. Students pay more money than they will earn afterwards. School is considered the second home and the mall considered the third. Call-center employees earn more money than teachers and nurses. Everyone has his personal ghost story and superstition. Mountains like Makiling and Banahaw are considered holy places. Everything can be forged. All kinds of animals are edible. Starbucks coffee is more expensive than gas. Driving 4 kms can take as much as four hours. Flyovers bring you from the freeway to the side str...

hehe.. nakaharap na rin sa pc.. ahuh.. hehehe hoooh.. it's really a long week for me.. ngayon lang nagka-break.. have seminars during satrdays and sundays.. tapos katatpos lang ng duty sa san lazaro.. huhu... and ngayon.. waaaah! lasapin ang rest day.. huhu rest day nga ba..? maggagawa pa ng requirements eh.. hoooh

yesterday was the start of our seminar... [SATURDAY AND SUNDAY SEMINAR... T_T huhuhu] and the subject's about community health nursing... as the speaker was introducing himself, he said that after he graduated, he volunteered in the NGO, and he went to Mt. Province.. he taught in public school, and of course, he stayed in the community.. for two years... stuffs like those... as he was speaking.. something's just burning in my heart again - MISSION... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!! i just wanna cry... i don't know why everytime i hear stories or stuffs like going to a mission or something, there's something in my heart.. whew.. that's excited.. that's wanting to go that way.. hooh! and waah... that guy's not even a Christian but he loves our country.. my country.. your country... he even joked.. he said, most of his batchmates are already abroad... they sent him e-mails saying, "hey, i'm in front of my new house" or new car.. stuffs like those.. and then h...

The One who calls you is faithful and He will do it. 1 Thessalonians 5:24

and still counting... hooooooooooooh.... -teary-eyed-

Yeah. I'm giving it all this time setting my mind to do whatever it takes to give the best in everything.... getting more serious... It's not easy... It can't be done in one day... but I believe that little by little.... God would eventually see the 'mhe' He wants me to be... I just have to cooperate with what God is doing in my life... [absolute surrender] below is the original post.. saw this from ate gil's scratch paper hehe... and whoa.. that's just what i wanted to do!!! hooooooooooooooooooooooooooooh Yeah. I'm giving it all this time setting my mind to do whatever it takes to give the best in everything.... It's not easy... It can't be done in one day... but I believe that little by little.... God would eventually see the 'GiL' He wants me to be... I just have to cooperate with what God is doing in my life...

44 And I will sanctify the tabernacle of the congregation, and the altar: I will sanctify also both Aaron and his sons, to minister to me in the priest's office. 45 And I will dwell among the children of Israel, and will be their God. 46 And they shall know that I am the LORD their God, that brought them forth out of the land of Egypt, that I may dwell among them: I am the LORD their God. -exodus 29 King James Version **** 8 And let them make me a sanctuary; that I may dwell among them. -exodus 25

was just reminded kanina while i was praying/interceding... i was reminded of my dream dati... pag tinatanong kung ano yung top 3 dreams mo..hehe lagi kong sinusulat to: "love-filled world" kase if it is so, wala nang kung ano mang corruption, poverty, etc... hooh.. and it's just so great to be reminded of that... hoooh... was also reminded sa prayer bout this generation.. pambihira.. that for a while.. i haven't prayed for this generation.. it just crushed my heart... especially when i watched a segment i dunno nung sunday or saturday ata... they are interviewing people who engaged in pre-marital sex.. and whoa... kasing edad ko lang sila.. and yung "reason" na sinasabi dahil sa hormones.. etc.. kase teenagers want excitement and adventure.. hoooh... =j we're all prone to that... but thank God we know the truth... and we ought to share it.. to save more souls... souls... souls...

hehehe.. watching my brother do his work on plates [not pinggan, plates in engineering] makes me excited... wala lang.. hehehe i've dreamt of becoming an architect or an engineer someday [before.. when i was a little kid]... but then here i am... enduring and enjoying few months left for me to be called an RN... whew... ano kaya meron after this...? what's for me next year..? hmmmm

" absorb your Master's heart.. mind.. and passion..." i was blessed my God's message yesterday through ptr. obet.. Mary's principle.. - was born not only to make a living but to make a difference - puts Jesus at the center and believes that everything will come together.. - she was an answer to questions and a solution to problems

If the Son makes you free, you shall be free indeed —John 8:36 If there is even a trace of individual self-satisfaction left in us, it always says, "I can’t surrender," or "I can’t be free." But the spiritual part of our being never says "I can’t" ; it simply soaks up everything around it. Our spirit hungers for more and more. It is the way we are built. We are designed with a great capacity for God, but sin, our own individuality, and wrong thinking keep us from getting to Him. God delivers us from sin— we have to deliver ourselves from our individuality. This means offering our natural life to God and sacrificing it to Him, so He may transform it into spiritual life through our obedience. God pays no attention to our natural individuality in the development of our spiritual life. His plan runs right through our natural life. We must see to it that we aid and assist God, and not stand against Him by saying, "I can’t do that." God will not di...

Casting crowns She is running A hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction She is trying but the canyon’s ever widening In the depths of her cold heart So she sets out on another misadventure just to find She’s another two years older And she’s three more steps behind Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see? Or does anybody even know she’s going down today? Under the shadow of our steeple With all the lost and lonely people Searching for the hope that’s tucked away in you and me Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see? She is yearning for shelter and affection That she never found at home She is searching for a hero to ride in To ride in and save the day And in walks her prince charming And he knows just what to say Momentary lapse of reason And she gives herself away Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see? Or does anybody even know she’s going down today? Under the shadow of our steeple With all the lost and lonely people Se...

hihi.. we're supposed to have our IMCI lecture today.. dapat sa 15-16 [thursday, friday] pa.. hehe.. kaso our president texted us that it has been moved to 13-14 [today and tomorrow]... un nga lang.. haha! mali pala! hindi pala kami kasama dun sa imu-move! whew! ayos ba..? hehe... whew! ^_^ nakapag-mcDo tuloy.. hihi!

you've got no choice but to trust Him... "not by might, nor by power, but by My Spirit," says the Lord.. hoooh...

we ought to give freely... .... ... hooh.. it just crushes my heart... whoa.. God is a merciful God.. God is a gracious God.. God is a just God.. He's not judgemental.. and He does not misjudge people.. He accepted us fully... He forgave us totally.. He loves us deeply... that should be our heart to when it comes to other people..

woke up this morning and i was singing.. haha! have you experienced that..? i was singin' tita gi's fave song.. hehe.. I am redeemed.. I am redeemed.. ayun yung kinakanta ko.. tapos whoa.. i'm just overwhelmed with God's presence during my quiet time... =j whew! and medyo nag-reflect lang ako for the past months... [i jot it down sa journal ko kase the pc's still in use kanina.. ; ) ] this year, dumating sa point na sobrang nangayaw na ko.. =j... the fuel slowly ran out.. the fire slowly died... almost quit.. thought of resting na lang... BUT GOD JUST MADE IT THROUGH! it's really really really tough... whew... been rebuked by God most of the times... i've been thinking that i am good.. but i'm not ; ) .. I NEED HIM! and [ indeed ] apart from Him I CAN DO NOTHING... the key to keep you going is to keep on falling in love with God once you do nothing, dreams start to cease... when God seems distant, don't sin when you're already weak, call a frien...

just feel weak... =j till now di pa din ako nakakapag-enrol.. =j