Livin' only by Grace

I don't know what's with paper that catches my attention ^^ I can buy any unique notebook/journal/paper/notepad/what not and it feels great! haha! ^^ They say girls love to shop.. . and I love to buy anything that you can write on! haha! happy-ness! And this one really made me giggle! haha received this gift this Christmas from my bro (how sweet! haha) Good thing I haven't bought an organizer yet.. . because I changed my mind as to what planner to buy.. . I thought twice if it's worth it to buy another BDJ and well, it's not .. . and thank God! Someone gave me an organizer--just the thing I need ^^ weeeh! ahaha. it just makes me happy when people give me some stuff to write on.. it's as if they know me ^^ haha!

^^ I know I'm not getting any younger.. . and for quite some time, I was in a quarter life crisis.. . I have my own fear.. . I have my own dreams.. . and on my own, I can't make it.. . I couldn't have made it this far.. . and for the past months.. . for the past years... . There's just one thing that is constant.. . and that's surrendering whatever it is to Him --be it a frustration, a dream that's yet to come true.. .a dream that you don't know if it will come true.. . a blessing that you had or a blessing that you will receive.. . just surrender it all to Him.. . in simpler terms, give it back to Him.. . and you don't have to worry anymore.. . That's the secret to keep going.. . And next year, I no longer believe that it will be a tough one.. . many people said that 2008 will be tough, 2009 tougher.. .but where is it!? haha! My God is tougher than all of 'em! And next year, whatever is in it for me, I desire to give it back to Him as early as n

I don't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing.. . whew.. . I'm starting to desire to have a laptop.. .I mean, I want to have one of course.. . but not as much as I wanted right now.. . haha nasanay kasi na laptop ang gamit for the past weeks.. .and gosh.. . gusto ko ng laptop!!!! dati, wala lang gusto lang... ngayon, oh no!! the intensity's starting to rise! haha kaya lang, if ever I'll have one, mauubusan naman ako ng oras matulog.. . so better not have one now.. . besides, wala kong pera.. .hehe at least, gusto ko ng laptop.. . over DSLR for the mean time.. haha and I know lilipas din 'to ^^ (just wanted to post this anyway.. .haha!) BLESSED CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!

torn between two things.. . and I'm trying to weigh those.. . I've met few good people lately and I was able to train and disciple them.. and my heart is there.. . well it's really my passion to be with people, to minister, to disciple.. . there are lots of things I want to do.. . However, I'm also in search for Him.. .and I'm willing to go wherever He wants me to go just to find Him.. . above all, the most important thing is my relationship with Him.. . Is choosing the latter selfishness?

talking to someone that you lost connection with for years makes me happy ^^ better yet, fulfilled ^^ it's just my joy to minister in the least way I can to people that I know and now, renewing relationships ^^

...well for me lang ^^ Hehe the very reason I created an account on FB is for me to reconnect with high school friends, batchmates, and eventually, to keep in touch with the people that became a part of me before I get to know Christ.. . and eventually, to share.. . and for the past months, I've been adding relatives in FB as well.. . and lately, it's just my prayer na somehow, makausap ko rin sila, to minister in a way and to share His love.. . we're like 7 or 8 years old when we were together since magkakapitbahay lang.. . and since we moved here in Cavite, we lost connection and right now.. . hmmm they're just.. . ayun.. . and whoa.. . thanks to FB 'coz through that, I was able to talk to my cuz.. and start a relationship with her.. . grabe lang.. sobrang amazed kay Lord ^^ I'm still praying kung pano ko makakapag-minister but eventually, in His time ^^ take advantage of FB!

I was having my break when I took this shot. . camera phone lang ng ibang fone gamit ko kaya sorry di ganun ka-clear.. .hehe however, nagtaka lang ako kasi sobrang dark ung parang smoke sa mga areas na nasa pic.. . kadalasan naman pag nasa mataas na lugar like sa Tagaytay tapos I get to see buildings etc na malayo, walang ganto.. . grabe lang.. hehe pollution nga ba ito?

before we get busy for the season, go Christmas shopping, spend time with relatives, reunions.. . let's not forget the true reason why we celebrate Christmas.. . it's because a Savior was born.. . yes. a Savior was born.. . we all know that.. . but few of us know that He came here to bring salvation.. . and few more will celebrate the season for that reason.. . Christ came because He wants to give us life.. . that's why there's CHRISTmas.. . it's not just a holiday.. . it's a season to celebrate ^^ Jesus was born to give us life.. . have you allowed Him to enter your life? blessed Christmas everyone!

.. . . I'll be very glad and blessed if I receive a book entitled "Bridal Intercession" this Christmas ^^ so friends, if you don't have any gifts for me yet, this one will do!!! ^^ haha