Livin' only by Grace

haha! la lang.. this Christmas was really great! i may say so.. grabe kase si Lord.. talagang pag wala na, ndi ko na kaya...magre-rely na lang ako sa Kanya, dun laging nagiging wow! ang galing kase i didn't expect to receive gifts from anyone this Christmas.. ehehe..[ewan ko! wala lang..] pero ang daming nagbigay ng gift sa kin.. and not only that.. looking back to the past year, God has blessed me so much that i can't even count it! ang dami-daming blessings na ung iba, [sad to say] medyo ndi ko na nga maalala e.. pero i really owe it all to God... this Christmas was really great kase buo kaming family.. for about 10 years, [10 years na pala!] ngaun na lang ulit namin nakasama ung father ko ng Christmas.. it's been 10 years! and isa un sa mga wonderful gifts sa kin ni Lord.. plus, kahapon na lang ulit namin nakasama ung mga cousins and relatives namin [sa father's side..] normally, every Christmas we go to makati to be with them, pero na-stop.. and kahapon na lan

la lang.. ehehehe.. 3 days to go and it's Christmas.. i should be happy.. haha! i should really feel that it's Christmas.. kaya lang, ewan.. parang it's just an ordinary vacation... [haha! sana makapag-bakasyon ako!!!!] kase this whole week, we've been practicing for Christmas cantata.. then after Christmas, sa speech choir naman sa school.. o dba..??? sana lang makapag-bakasyon ako!!! pero ndi nman ako nagrereklamo... it's great na may ginagawa ako.. it's for God's glory... pero bukod sa bday un ng ating Savior, parang ndi enough...? [ang sama ko noh!] nways, i just pray na sana pasayahin nalang ni Lord ung Christmas ko... ehehehe... buti pa ung mga kids, excited.. sana ganun din kadaling maging masaya ang mga teens. ehehehe...i think i have a clue kung bakit ndi ko masyado feel ang Christmas.. [but i know God is/will be teaching me what the real meaning of Christmas is..] first, siguro kase wala akong boyfriend.. [feeling ko kase, nagiging excite

medyo four days na kong ndi ok.. medyo sinisipon, may ubo at parang lalagnatin pa.. tapos ngayon, medyo masakit pa ang ulo... haaaaaaaay.. grace na lang talaga ni Lord ung reason kung bakit pa ko nakakapag-practice sa dance.. mas lalo akong ndi naging ok nung christmas party... dun ako inubo.. tapos, ndi pa ko nakatulog kase may kung anong nangyari.. grabe! pero yesterday nakatulog ako after ng practice, mga 4pm.. then i woke up mga 8 am kanina.. o dba, ang galing? ehehehe.. im really amazed with God's move yesterday ng madaling araw.. some of my classmates were really convicted.. ehehehe..wala naman akong ginawa.. i didn't say anything pero i know na kaya ndi nila ko nilalapitan kase na-convict sila.. not because iniisip nilang galit ako.. [siguro partly ganun...?] pero si Lord pa rin yun.. grabe.. sana ndi na maulit yon.. but i do believe that all things work together for good.. ehehehe... i received something pink today grabe! grabe kase sila joan at hannah.. may

la lang.. just wanna share.. this was the second time na umuwi ako na kasabay ko tong friend ko na to.. he's basta.. ngaun na lang kase ulit ako nagkaron ng friend na guy and i really enjoy our friendship.. la lang...

i'm tired of being stubborn... this past week had been oooaaaah.. feeling ko talaga stubborn ako! as in! tapos parang ang layo-layo ko kay Lord... then i've realized that what i'm lacking is prayer... ndi pwedeng Bible reading lang, fellowship, witnessing.. all four should be in balance mode.. sabi nga ng ka-team kong si tim, "bengkong" ung gulong mo pag nagkataon.. ehehehe... so, kaninang umaga, ginising talaga ako ni Lord.. and un... sa wakas! bumangon din ako!!! hahaha! then i prayed... just greeting Him good am.. then i read the Bible.. tapos, nag-pray ulit ako kase gusto kong ayusin ung prayer time ko with God.. and kanina na un.. sabi kase ni ate gil dapat mag-set ng time wherein un ung prayer time mo with God.. tapos kanina, grabe!!! as in!!! una, nag-pray lang ako ng tipong normal kong prayer.. tapos biglang... grabe!!! iba nga talaga 'pag si Lord ung talagang kumikilos habang nagppray ka.. as in ndi talaga pwedeng walang tears tapos you'll feel

ewan.. i just feel like posting something today... haha... it's about tina's debut last saturday... uhm... la lang.. may mga bagay-bagay kaseng nangyayari sa sarili ko ngaun na ndi ko ma-explain.. i know that i'm not falling... it's just that im beginning to enjoy the company of this friend of mine na nung debut ni tina ko lang na-realize... i didn't dance nung nag-party na for the very reason that i treasure dancing that much.. na i will only dance for God.. and God alone.. tapos, 'tong isang friend ko na Christian din, medyo nag-compromise... habang naka-upo ako, pinapanood sila.. i just felt like missing the company of this friend of mine... ang kulit diba...??? tapos kung ano-ano pa naramdaman ko nun.. ewan! basta... bahala na lang si Lord kung sino ba talaga.. but this thing bothers me.. ndi tuloy ako masyadong makakilos ng maayos... ewan... medyo mali nga ung title e... pagtyagaan nio na lang.. [as if merong dumadalaw dito sa site ko dba..???] ehe

yeah... because of the typhoon... pano na yan, mangangarag na naman kami kse maghahabol ng lessons sa physics... haaaaaaaaayyy... and few more days left and it'll be Christmas... ndi ko pa rin talaga ma-feel na malapit na ang Christmas... maybe i'm just too busy... or maybe tinotopak nanaman ako... haaaaaaaaayyyy... Lord... ano ba to...